She used to be pretty. She used to be fun. She used to be happy. She used to not know. After years of hearsay that her husband was sleeping around, and had children with other women, she has changed. She is ugly. She's unhappy. She is bitter. She is aged. She still stands by her cheating man. He is hotheaded. He's a cheater. He is abusive. He is worshiped. He's a hero, he's the man. He is celebrated for having so many side chicks all over town. She feels some kind of pride when she goes out to bars. She starts fights with women her husband has been with. It makes her feel large. It makes her feel good. She boasts with social media posts of her fights. She has pushed and kicked and feels she has won. But, what has she won? She looks in the mirror and sees a bar fight wife.